Nothing makes noise

Eternal Loneliness

TAG: story fiction

The last sunrays of the day was entering into my room. There I was sitting, in the middle of my living room. I was looking at walls, again, they were so familiar. Checked my voicemail, if anyone called me: “Hello, this is … . I am not at home right now, please leave a message after the beep.” Then there was this silence... I’ve turned the computer on. Nobody was online. I had barely anybody on my chatting list anyway. I’ve checked my e-mails: “You have 0 unread messages”. Felt so lonely.

Is anybody know that I am here? It looks like I am invisible.

My house was getting smaller and smaller. I went outside. I feel less lonely if I am in the middle of this strange, unknown crowd.
7 people bumped me on my shoulders when I was passing them by. They didn’t even look back to say “sorry”.
I went to supermarket, bought a candy bar and one can of coke, but the cashier didn’t look at me either when I was paying.
I went to the bus stop, sat on the chair. 4 people came along, stood in front of me. Nobody even noticed I was there.
One new passenger came and asked if anyone had a fire, nobody had. He asked everybody, except me. I took my lighter from my pocket to give, but he didn’t even look at me and walked further.
Then bus came I stood up but before I get in the bus, chauffer had closed the door and driven away. There I was, standing, suddenly all alone.

Is anybody know that I am here? It looks like I am invisible.

I walked a bit further, I felt like I was nobody. I wasn’t even exist for many. I always followed the lines, followed someone else’s rules. I’ve decided to break the rules, from now on I’ll make my own way. People will notice me. They will know that I am here.

I came to the end of side walk. Traffic light was red and everybody was waiting. They didn’t notice me. Everybody had stopped, besides me. I decided to walk through, they will see me.

I didn’t see the big truck coming and the big truck didn’t notice me either. Then... Crash!

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Why is so dark here? Can anybody turn the lights on, hello?... Can you turn the lights on please?... Hello?... Is there anybody there?...

Noise made by . nothing .